complete...

Had the spur of the moment desire to own an MP3 player, and Creative was having their festival, so i managed to ask a friend to help me get one (cos it's reallie far, all the way in Jurong!).

Been having lotsa fun ripping CDs, and transferring the songs i have on computer to my new baby.... even went CD shopping (so dun accuse me of piracy ah!).

Am playing this song "Complete" by Parachute Band over and over again....heard it reallie long ago... and recently heard it again.... i simply love this song..... the lyrics describe juz what i feel......

Here i am O God
I bring this sacrifice
My open heart
I open up my life
I look to You Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So i lift my eyes to You Lord
In Your strength will i break through Lord
Touch me now let Your love fall down on me
I know Your love dispels all my fears
Through the storm i will hold on Lord
And by faith i will walk on Lord
Then i'll see beyond my Calvary one day
And i will be complete in You

Yesterday, juz out of the blue, i suddenly missed him so much.... and i haven't felt that way for some time already..... i thot i had grown numb...... but yesterday, the wounds tore open again..... fresh and raw.....

i dunno what came over me, reallie.... but i had a good cry.... with God by my side....

Christmas is juz ard the corner... it's the season of giving, of love, of hope, of all things that remind us of God....... it's a time i love most in the year.... i love the Christmas carols... the lovely lights that line the streets and malls... i love how little kids seem to be juz that bit happier, with the anticipation of receiving presents.... i love how familes get together for that Christmas dinner.... i love how even the air smells sweeter......

This Christmas is gonna be different from the last... and it brings back many memories.... but i'll not let anything tarnish my Christmas......

I'm walking on.... juz like the song...

Through the storm i will hold on Lord
And by faith i will walk on Lord
Then i'll see beyond my Calvary one day
And i will be complete in You